Let´s see if I clear myself, It´s been 3.298 days I am on my bicycle journey, when I’ve left home I would never imagine all that happened to me, all I saw, all I had feel, all…
Today´s after had crossing 71 countries, I feel the need of finding a reason to say why? Too many things.
Why? This simple word that could mean one immensity.
Long or short journey, doesn´t matter at all, life itself it´s a very long journey, if we can accept it, there’re also these journeys that are a simply lie, a lie for those that the “ego” it´s the most important thing in their life’s, what a weird thing in this modern society!!!
Myself from my side, I’ll stay away from this, why? Just because I am happy, no better no worst, just happy and I don´t care what anybody thinks because this is how I feel.
So, in all this time sharing my days with my only life, I have to say that I feel as a privileged man, and I am realizing how wonderful it´s to be outside this chained world, this place where you have to deal with many forced and stupid rules, anyway, this is of course just my point of view.
Why? Somebody with anything could be able to give to one strange with a bike the best that he has, with the best of his smile? Why? The value of one simple glass of water, can make you realize and think about the real basic needs? Anyway! You know very well where I want to go with this. Although I don´t want to star any argue because I know that everybody it´s free of thinking, saying, feeling or doing what they want, it´s fine if nothing of this can damage anybody else.
Myself after all my trips, even though it looks like it´s very far on time, I have learned that I don´t have to change my attitude, my principals, that I don´t have to hide my fears or run away of my own truth, because it´s this truth that made me learn that the ego´s world has a lack of smiles, love and respect, and in the other side, where the pain, the sadness , the misery, the injustices, the … resides there’s way too many gratitude, faith, love, tenderness and…
Or why not, like it says the lyrics of this lovely song that somebody send my with all the love “The tenderness it´s the rest of the passion”
3.298 days on my journey and I am realizing that we cannot decide the life journey, because we should learn that the essence of it, it´s always heading forward. It´s true that the quotidian sometimes can be incredible, but also it´s true that impossible can be possible if we try hard to believe on it… this is why I do believe in real feelings neither distance or barriers can change it at all, luckily we can´t buy feelings, luckily in this world of today we can´t touch the beauty, we can´t even see it, because I believe that we can only feel it…
Let´s see if I clear myself, it´s been 3298 days on my bicycle journey, to arrive just here and realize that if we need to understand, we need to feel. A journey, short or long, doesn´t matter, this life journey towards the inevitable death, gives us so many chances to feel the beauty that I think we should always wear with us, just simple things to understand like a real smile.
To be honest, I think I have learned how to love, love what it means saying what you feel, doing what you believe and achieve your life in a way with lots of sense.
My journey brought me where I am right now, not sure if it´s exactly where I have to be, but it´s where I am, but from here I am sure that one day I will be in these places where real smiles are, I am sure no matter where or when, smiles able to make me happy, smiles that made me be on those beautiful places full of lovely and simple peoples, these places that could never imagine that exist, gratitude, landscapes, pain, satisfaction, misery , dreams, so many things that just thinking of it I have to smile.
Let´s see if I clear myself, it´s been 3298 days on my bicycle journey, 71 countries, 32.000 kids in need that I could help somehow, all of that, just for arriving here and realize that I fall in love of this smile, the life journey, for me it would mean anything without it.
After reading all this, I see only bad written words as usual coming from a bad writer like me, but also spited from my heart, all this just to express how important are all these smiles to me, without it , I am sure the world would be a dark grey place, so what you want me to talk about, the weather?
Actually I have to say this, right now Switzerland, 13 degrees, dark skies, rain, rain and rain, who the hell can smile with that?
Let´s see what will come next, meanwhile let´s see if a clear myself.
“WE WILL ASSAULT THE CITIES OF SADNNES, AND WITH WAR WE WILL MAKE A BIG DANCE”
HEALTH AND GOOD JOURNEY, NANDO.