To be honest, I would say that humans we are way too complicated, and I am sure that always we got at least one ingredient missing, although we all know that simplicity does exist but look like that isn´t a basic for many of us.
My days here in this lovely city just passed by, it did like it could be in another part of the world, but lucky me it wasn´t like this.
It´s true that I had some “turbulences” and two or three earth shaking, inside and outside of my heart, hard enough to make my open wide my eyes.
Meanwhile the lovely park, with its huge trees, spit out immense shadows feeling every corner with a smooth peace, the same peace that many times I have needed for not losing my temper and sending “F” word some stupid people, guys and girls that too often talk none sense, but fortunately this stage it´s gone, I just needed to make a big cleaning into my personal agenda, so before any other thing, and with one excess of freedom I would remind them, “when you leave home please don´t forget to put your muzzle on.
Ok now, I am feeling much better, I really do, I can almost say even though my situation isn´t the better ones that I am happy, very happy, and why I am feeling like this? Just because I keep moving little mountains to help, and again the music sounded.
During this time that I am here in this city I already helped two kids soup kitchen and a kinder garden place that holds more than 300 kids in really need, they go from 45 days old to 16 years. Those places we are agree that shouldn’t exist at all but are there right in front the eyes to those that really want to see it, places full of this kind of light that doesn´t belong to them, full of this pain that they never have choose, full of those king of injustices that look like that nobody cares, oh well, another of those ingredients that we never use because it seems that gives a sour flavor in our life.
Luckily there still lots of good people around, and to those I have to say Thanks with my heart to have been part of my talks and collaborate like they did, also a big Thanks that travels till Switzerland and Michigan USA, where Marie, Johann and Steve Liendberg, send lots of fresh air to Gambada´s.
But, allow me to give one big big Thanks, too all those kids that let me so close to them, even though knowing that their life are nothing without the help of somebody. Thanks a lot to laugh and making me happy without knowing me at all, I know that now you know very well who I am, I know that my name isn´t important for you, but I also know that you love me just because I did give you something that you really need, thanks a lot to keep smiling, to keep dreaming knowing that so far it´s the best thing that it could happened to you now.
So, why we should make a resume of this? If the real answer it´s just a bit plate of food in the table!
How sad I am feeling when too often I am listening, poor little guys, oh well life it´s like this, I hate this…
How easy it´s pretending to be a hero, when the truth it´s the we all need the hole life to do just a bit of help.
Let me escape off the fake illusion of that kind of false friends, give me exhaustion, pain, enthusiasm, love… but please, if possible give me everything real.
I will keep looking for the excellence, knowing that the excellence should be, having the strength to say “I am wrong”, but this is only my humble opinion.
Lost times are already lost, but I will keep the advantage of living what I am living now because I feel happy, although so many times I am feeling so far from those that I love.
I will stay here on these parks, those places where important things have happened to my life, to my feelings, and I will believe that tomorrow will be better than yesterday.
I never thought that this city would give me so much, I never thought that this city introduce me all those people, including all those arse holes, I never thought that this city would offer me all those looks and smiles from those kids that I am so proud to have had the chance to help them, all this with also your collaboration, you people that I shouldn´t say any name because every one of you knows really well who you are, so after saying this I just want to remind again that the ones who wants to dance with me, will take the risk that I will step over their feet, I am so sorry I am just Nando´s, I am not perfect at all.
Yesterday in silence I went back to the park shadows, and there I could find out that I am very happy with little, Thanks a lot for giving me all this love the hole day, I will miss it for sure. Mirá vos!!
I SHOULD TAKE RISK. I DON´T HAVE TO FEAR THE DEFEAT.
HEALTH AND GOOD JOURNEY, NANDO.