SHIT WITH THE BEST MUSIC
SHIT WITH THE BEST MUSIC.
When I arrived to this pretty city of Mendoza, I knew that I should find new air, In this past times the shadows of doubts raised upon me, promises fly with the furious and hot “Zonda´s” wind, The daily lies that today doesn´t bother me anymore, but it looks like that for the others it helps them to live. But my stubbornness stay firm, and luckily my passion nobody can still it.
My waiting days came from lovely soiree with those that loves me here, and during my solitude I was accompanied with those huge trees that change slowly its leafs from yellow to green, upon it a sharp blue color representing the sky…
Meanwhile I have organized some talks, those brought me back to these feelings, belly tickle very well known for me, the opportunity to help again.
I would explain to you all my feelings but also my deceptions against those people that I still waiting for their answers. As you know my stories written first in a paper and next here in this web site, there are the reflection of what my heart tell, it use to be direct and sharp, some doesn´t like much others they do, but this is how I am, my words don´t come with red bow, or wrapped with silk paper to pretend to be prettier, but they are spitted from inside me without looking for morality. But who cares about it? This is why we all different isn´t it?
To be honest, it´s a pleasure for me to live in a different way.
Before I had doubts, now I know that I still don´t know anything, I guess my lovely friend Frany from Mexico she was right when she said “Let you go Nando” go where?
I am still thinking that we all talk so much about life. Like we all knew everything, I really don´t want to follow this flow, I turn on the light and I will jump out of this dream.
Even though, I know that in the rope life the real nuts never untie, and it will keep making new path, open new doors, giving new kisses, new hope, and why not, maybe even this happiness that travels incognito.
And this is why with the best music I could do other four talks that for this time will close this circle that will bring me to those kids in need, the same ones that I would love to see in another situation, but incredibly we keep accepting all this injustices that rule the world, this place where the poor, the bad and those that suffer are always the same, oh well I am going to forget about this lost battle and I will head towards the deepest place of my passions.
This time this wonder wouldn´t be possible without the help of Graciela´s and her husband Victor’s, without those two lovely French girls, the Perez ones that believe in a better world, also without Pablo Suarez and Fernando Segal that would love to be anonymous, but this is not possible after what they did for it, and especially to Patricia Stella Delgado for being my lungs when I really needed some fresh air. I can´t forget all this people that came to my talks in Nicolino´s Loche stadium, and all the students of the lovely school Pablo Freire of Guaymallen, thanks a lot to all of you to help me to feel better person.
And the music time arrived, this time that shouldn´t exist but the paradox it´s that makes me happy, Oh man I will never understand the human being.
A lovely and shiny morning was the prelude of one day that will draw full of emotions in my wounded heart. Patricia´s and Pablo´s came with me till Corralitos in Puente de Hierro. The pickup was full hundreds of kilos of food and clothes for this place named “Mi otra Casita” that shelter 150 kids in need.
While we were going there I don´t know what Patricia´s or Pablo´s thought, but in my head was a mess, more than 3.000 days on my journey with one bicycle, more than 32.000 needed kids helped, and unfairly I still feel this passion, I still feel this anger to not making better, I still feel this frustration of dealing with those, that never feel guilty of the sad final of the others, all this and much more traveled into my little head on my way there. A Mess!
But behind a metal broken fence, here they were, 150 kids in need, kids that don’t wait anymore, kids that survive their unfair life in silence, but they do it with the best of their smiles.
Just passing this broken door my spaces filled up with renewed light, with silences and all of it with the best fictitious music, it´s then when I said to myself ¿ why I should stop dreaming if I am awake?
So, with all the respect that those little guys do deserve, I have tried to drown in their passion, mix with their smell, listen their voices and feel their caress, Yes, they only are kids, but kids able to show the injustice through their shiny and shy looks.
As always they have opened to me their hearts, as always they were able to hide the pain during those happy moments, they know what it means all this food, they know till the point that they were able to hug the cook when she started to cry of emotion, and me? Well, as always I have learned another big lesson, Thanks a lot to show how to believe in something else than selfishness, thanks a lot to allow me to help you, although I would love to not have to, I would like to be as kid as you, to understand you much better.
I really don´t know where it´s the way, I really don´t know if what I am doing it will make some differences some day, but I am sure that I will keep doing it as long as I can.
In my silence I will take with me the innocent light of your looks, looks that already part of my life; I will shout that the world isn´t fear.
I know that my life it may not like, I know that I always say what I think, I also know that I am part of this universe that looks like it drawn in its own injustices, and we all keep doing nothing.
There are only 150 kids maybe, they don´t know how unlucky they are of not having the same light, but they are able to understand so many things, I will rescue a sentence that they have write “ LET MY FLY LIKE I FEEL”
You all deserve my biggest respect, to allow me to be with you, to have given me the best of your smiles and tattoo your wish of life into my heart.
Today I won´t talk about routes or miles, I won´t either talk about those silly people that only talks bla bla bla.
Even if it was sad, you have given me the best song today.
Now, I only have left to go forward the best path of my life, I hope you will accompany me, if not I will go with my shadow that it´s the reflection of my body hides.
I will never let sadness invade me, I will not because today I felt in love of your smiles, it´s for me a breath of love, then in silence I am sure that I will see the reality of life, every day I do grow a bit as I die a bit more.
Please give wings to your wishes; I am sure that wind will take you without any gap, but with luck your destiny will be being free.
Today you have transformed the sublime in simplicity; you made me happy transforming the nostalgia in a happy childhood.
With the best song, Thanks, Thanks and Thanks.
I WILL NOT HURRY TO CRY, I´LL CRY TILL FORGET THE TEARS AND ACHIEVE THE SMILE.
HEALTH AND GOOD JOURNEY, NANDO.